Aug 28 2007
mid sem xm
OVER! da anat’s mid xm was over!huh,,dats only thing i can say rite now,,n even more sure,it’s not juz a feeling of free(4 jz a little time),,but,worried, fear and bit dissappointed that comes along,,feeling upset wif my self,4 da things dat i dont perform well,,erk,myb disgusting also,,as i alweiz feel like dis whenever finish every xm,,
alweiz ask myself,,y cant i remember such things,,y cant i interpret wat i have learned in dat paper?alweiz i cant think,,even remember da exact term 4 da most content dat i have revised,,ntahla,,but,very sure,my last-minits preparation is da major caused,,im not intelligent,but feel intellect, im not smart but feel gud enough, im not well prepared but feel so many things i have revised,,oh,,very2 feel upset rite now,,da only things i should do,,to recall back wat i hv done,learned,learned and learned from da mistakes,do not take for granted anymore!n dis actually wat i really2 like to do,,cant even realize wat is golden opportunity in my life,,my time!the precious thing,,im the one who alweiz misuse my time! cant manage it well,,cant see things beyond,,dat must be very precious if i manage my times well,,O’ ALLAH,, i dunt change myself yet,,to be better person,,alweiz takes things for granted,,do not appreaciate wat i hv,,really2 dun noe wat will come up if i still be like dis,,sooooo upset wif myself…
Ya ALLAH,,mga ada kekuatn utk ku trs berusaha..ameen
GAMBATE!
